we carry

Dreams are visions I once had Now I overlook a brand new land Of abundance in my mind no longer About anything of mine it’s always Been everything I can provide n give Clean behind and begin again always Carrying the weight on my back the entire Time N now I realize that now these babies grew to be the youth who grow up feeling the Worry and anxiety of carrying the weight of parents who were the generation left behind the genocide of indigenous children and families and still we still see it collide and War is on the otherside yet of all you have today is free of it then you may not understand the hub of it where it started and who it still flows into and still another father child support over due long time no doubt. He been working in the city tho n training it out just like he did for diddd e yes he did n he was a violent maniac n I got too caught up. I had those two babies n ive raised them up. N I don’t ever post em no that’s enough. What they ran me thru was part of a Premier Studio crew. Some white guy in the back room calling the show. N the things his mama enabled him bout Lead me to think she owned it too. I carry my boys up now keep them fed and housed on my own. The crazy mf abusive father never even sent a birthday ice cream cone. Nada nothing n those boys hurt like in a zone. Powerful seeing because they watched that mf drag their ma from her throne watch her be trafficked n beaten n not appreciated for her heart and her voice tha could be more then just another this is the domestic abuse hotline ringtone… N im so over it. Asking for fairness when the miles been hit. N I’ve raised my boys to allows know. No other man comes walking in here to ever steal the attention. No one barks at us here even the wolf dog we don’t mention. N I’m a million miles from him so I think even tho I haven’t hidden my link I just let him watch me so it’s traceable To my militia in cyber craft documenting all I that I know Fairness is fairness when I open it slow and reveal what the truth is even to those who don’t wanna know. The pain I’ve seen that only hurts children is no longer me waiting on ice cream Because I’ve been down n felt abused when I was only there to really light my own fuse Burn as bright as I felt I might and carry it farther just a little bit more thru the night Arrive at a destination that feels right Somewhere where mountains and sea Touch together in the sunset sunlight And even a million miles away I see it tonight Free from all the worry no my sons don’t have to worry they will have to carry me Because I always get up and fight Martial artist since I was thirteen Trained so hard I almost was became a Galatic realm being Now these years I’ve past on the legend All my sensei passed to me I’ve held in my heart n hand n led my kids to find it In their step all things we wind thru and spinn then we pick up the katanas and we walk with them spinning our way keeping our sense. I raised my kids free from the system grid. Raised them to know the power of the mind. Raised them to remember we are the most intelligent when we organize. @sazah #rap #music