To Nan (Always In My Heart)

Yeah… This one’s for you, Nan. I miss you every day… But I’m still here. I lost my Nan, and it broke my heart, Never thought my world would fall apart. Cancer took you, left me in pain, Now I look up, hoping you hear my name. I smile outside, but I’m hurt within, Fighting a war that I couldn’t win. Nights so cold, tears on my face, All I wanted was your warm embrace. i smile outside, but I’m hurt within, Fighting a war that I couldn’t win. Nights so cold, tears on my face, All I wanted was your warm embrace. i lost my Nan, I lost my way, Fighting my demons every day. Down so low, couldn't see the light, Cried so much through the darkest nights. But I stood back up, I learned to fight, Turned my darkness into light. Nan, I hope you're proud of me, I'm still healing, but I'm breaking free. But I stood back up, I learned to fight, Turned my darkness into light. Nan, I hope you're proud of me, I'm still healing, but I'm breaking free Depression hit, couldn't handle the pain, Dark clouds in my head, drowning in rain. Ended up in hospital, lost and scared, Felt so alone, like nobody cared. Couldn't cope, couldn't face the day, Wanted all the hurt to go away. But deep inside, there was a spark, A little bit of hope inside the dark. I lost my Nan, I lost my way, Fighting my demons every day. Down so low, couldn't see the light, Cried so much through the darkest nights. But I stood back up, I learned to fight, Turned my darkness into light. Nan, I hope you're proud of me, I'm still healing, but I'm breaking free. One day at a time, I started to rise, Slowly found the strength to open my eyes. Scars on my heart, but I made it through, Found a little hope when the skies turned blue. I still miss you, that will never change, Some days hurt, and the tears still rain. But your love lives on, deep inside of me, You gave me strength to become who I can be. Nan, this one's for you, I hope you know, Even through the pain, I continued to grow. You may be gone, but your love stays with me, I lost myself… but I found me