afraid (take 2)

A song I wrote about the night terrors that haunt me, I know I’m not alone in this struggle and to anyone who needs to hear this, you’re not alone in this fight and you are strong 💯 Respect eskape ‼️💙 I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me up for nights with my own personal fight can anyone hear me as I scream pushing for peace pushing for closure begging for someone to hold ya tryna fix my health all they care about is your wealth so I go through what I was dealt and all I felt as i scream for help cry in stealth loosing faith is this my fate loosing my state of mind trying to find that peace of mine I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me I’m just a man can’t you see life’s a gift but it’s not for free it can cost you mentally something that weighs so heavily cost of living recklessly may not hit you presently over living with anxiety as I write this down quietly privately going on tirelessly hopelessly hopefully see a way pray for a better day I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me can anyone hear me as I scream to one it may seem like a dream how could it effect me so personally emotionally even my sleep wants me it’s a endless battle that can raddle even the strongest of man so what’s the plan do I run or hide, narh i push on to survive with that I’ll thrive life’s a journey we all gotta take we all human it’s okay to break sometimes we make mistakes pushing through that’s all takes going full throttle fuck the brakes I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me can anyone hear me as I scream I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me up for nights with my own personal fight can anyone hear me as I scream pushing for peace pushing for closure begging for someone to hold ya tryna fix my health all they care about is your wealth so I go through what I was dealt and all I felt as i scream for help cry in stealth loosing faith is this my fate loosing my state of mind trying to find that peace of mine I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me I’m just a man can’t you see life’s a gift but it’s not for free it can cost you mentally something that weighs so heavily cost of living recklessly may not hit you presently over living with anxiety as I write this down quietly privately going on tirelessly hopelessly hopefully see a way pray for a better day I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me can anyone hear me as I scream to one it may seem like a dream how could it effect me so personally emotionally even my sleep wants me it’s a endless battle that can raddle even the strongest of man so what’s the plan do I run or hide, narh i push on to survive with that I’ll thrive life’s a journey we all gotta take we all human it’s okay to break sometimes we make mistakes pushing through that’s all takes going full throttle fuck the brakes I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me can anyone hear me as I scream I’m afraid to sleep I’m afraid to dream afraid because of the terrors of night that takes over me afraid @rapfame_official @rapfame_ar_team #NoSleepCrew(NSC)