in living memory (tribute to my father)

WARNING (this song has themes of self harm and abuse if you have any history then do not listen unless you need a message to cope with any depression viewer discrssion is advised) R.I.P to my pops yeah I miss you a lot, Reminiscing the days we smoked pot, Taught me to be grateful and to never give up, Taught me to never envy and to never judge, Growing up to be an adult people say it’s my fault, Gave me the courage to take on the world, My life spiraling out of control, in a swirl, Recently proposed to my girl, gave her a pearl, I’m gonna have kids one day, gonna remind me of you, If I could go back into time, I’d stop you from doing what you did, But I gotta to sit through my bid, Even though you was barely in my life, I still feel alive, I loved you through hell and back, never was a father figure but you was my best friend, I hated you for what you did to my mom, but you taught me to download Pokemon roms, remember being 7 years old I watched you walk out the door, I cried in my mothers arms, I’d see you once in a blue moon, it hurts me the most is there’s questions to be answered, questions I gotta find out on my own, in this world I roam, No such thing as home, I’m the king and I’ll claim this throne,