With in myself

Is there a place of peace , inside my own head im at war , my thoughts just collide , Is there somewhere to go to escape my personal Hell, Things seem to be stacked against me , the more try , the more I give , and the love that ive shown , is never returned when do I learn , feelings have died,are there anymore souls like mine that have survived .I turned my back to wind waiting on high tide to drift me away from goodbye, everyone's cold their eyes so black it scares me to death, how did I let myself slip into this mess, being chased by the pain in my eyes