I figured it out.

I figured it out.  What you dont care about.  I figured it out.  What we talked about. Its not for clout. you talk like a shark. devouring swimmers. in the ocean you are the motion.  Baby your love is so potent.  My heart is so full its exploding. deep in your waters.  treading this love I cant dive too deep my heart wont be at peace.  I dont know what it means to be at ease. I fight to bleed. Every piece of me. Every cell is in a state of confusion.  Every single word is from a place of delusion, the pain in my heart is full of confusion.  I wont give up im in a state of illusion.  The pain brings me home. Back to the grace. Gods heart. My pain. Her brain. Drop a bomb on my head. I wont die. I wont fly. Keep my boots on the ground God its all gonna be ok. Suicide notes in the back of my brain. Playing their tune till they come to slay.  Bullet hole in the skull.  Freedom at last. Im fucked up, I know I got a bad past. Karmas pullin.  Me to the depths of sheol. I wont let it keep dragging me down no more.  Dont worry. Im full of Gods soul.  I speak like I know what I know cause the spirit is whole.  I know what I know.  I dont worry no more.  Shes got a new man yeah I get it. Im not a nice guy.  Im riddled with bullet holes in my heart.  It makes me wanna watch them all die.  The only one I do it for are the bros to my side.  What a life.  My soldiers are all that I got in this life.  Not even the family knows me like they know me. Im pissed off inside. Just want to share some of my light.  The truth is inside but I dont know why she lies.  Going hard, grow my might, warriors rise, we will fight. Closing in. We will fight.  Fight.  Fight. Fight. We will end their life.  With the wrath of Christ on our side.  You dont speak facts you speak trash.  I speak prophecy, full of heat from the most holy. Roaming through the streets, underground, running through your mind with a steady sweep, reading you like ai studies sheets of music in the am when im rapping they prolly try to copy what I say then.  I figured it out.  What you care about.  Its not for clout.  Generational curse, close your mouth. Shut your mouth, this is from the depths of my spirit im letting my light shine.  Curse them all with Gods might.  Shut them down.  Youre not right.  Killing them all, watch them evaporate like a stain on a blanket.  Oxyclean reversing the matrix.  Feel the power inside of your maytix Rays mix. Klap this hoe with a laser from the stars. Thats a blue beam.  Holy.  Holy. Holy.  Baptized in the flames let your fire rain down.  Greatness of the heavens rain down like a shower when im rolling in his presence. Wash my sin away, im a rockstar made in his likeness.  I dont feel the pain im not righteous.  When my heart yearns for her I remember it was never supposed to be like this.  Open up my mouth and the mountain throws itself into darkness.  Faith hardened cause im righteous.  Body hardened cause its God that made me like this.  No one pulling me down.  I strike fist, first like the saying goes cause Jesus said I would be last. I cant fight it.