sorry 4 the wait

my baby boy dont like it when i am sad i pray hard even God cant tell me nothing im risking everything i got no trust issues yu say gotta beef with me but ain't familiar with yu my family be blessed to have me i see the hate but im too focus on myself i was raised well i couldn't hustle at young age i went to Jozi but i couldnt run it like KO i keep peace ,i keep people around who always show love dont rest ,the money keep calling I've seen worse but i haven't give up my dreams are true i do devil shit sometimes people aint normal as yu think my brother cant struggle alone im always around ,God plzz tell him