clear my mind

I been wanting to come back here This place one more time It’s been on my mind I can’t just forget about it It was something I wanted to Tell you was the best kind of memory The kind that spoke to me in layers Of eternity n even when it was sad times n Everyone went so far away from me I had to count on myself n only me to Stay free n I almost was gonna sink Just to save it baby But life played me so heavy n still wanna scream fuck up shit for some reasons at the bank n I just don’t wanna talk bout it I just wanna make it better world then what I’ve seen Even when I try to think positive this I still gotta mention it was never a chance for me to be free always working the 9 to 3 3 am n I gotta sleep it’s 6 am I don’t like to cook when it just coffee n another day I got nothing left to say. I gave her a name. She never had a chance to be anything. Life starves the life outta moms who live to sing. Used to sing to her by the river a song. Called her Isa n I told her that her dad be gone. N some day he’d be back to tell us the world not so bad. Until then I’ll just pretend we didn’t even know eachother at all. Sometimes players like that gotta leave fast n ball. I didn’t have time to process n losin your mind sometimes hurts the hardest. @sazah #rap #sazah #clearmymind