make it

aye yo gang solid4life I think about days when you was here its not making no sense im smoking dope tryna cope losing mind there's no fucking hope thinking bout jumping but there's no rope thinking like who'd catch me i got 30 on me so my vision is blurry dont worry imma be okay I got the syrup up in my cup shits fucking me like one time I wish youd call asking if I was but honestly I dont know what i would say fuck im losing my mind to day I got the k so if a fuck nigga try im finna spray today aye there's no light so im tryna picture bright white i see the tide coming in the shi not meant for me apparently but I needa find what makes me happy