this is unreleased don’t listen to it

Flying through the cosmos tryna find a new planet Is there any other life I don’t know bitch I’m tryna go find it Im like an alien I’m alienated and my brain is gigantic It’s Full of darkness and death why the fuck is it so damn tragic life is so damn damning Sorry for being dramatic Imma get brain one way or another, yeah gimme a magnum Imma put a metal in my head, bitch I ain’t talkin magnetic A pole into the dome up the nose I ain’t talking plastic Cleared my brain like a nice snot rocket now something smells fishy coming from my pocket A whole theory of everything on the same phone I used to record something outta pocket I stopped it, I was a bit fucked up maybe a little maybe a little bit off it Knocked my rockers off if you know what I mean. Sorry I’ll stop it I am a bit stupid I’m the shit, nah I’m jsut poopin What is you doing Probably out losin I’m out hoopin No issues man Cap I got issues ya Pull up wit my missles up Who am I shooting ha All of ya Ra da da da Haha ha ha Say hi to yo ma lil bruh Cannot believe it might be me feel so special oh my hehe The world gonna have the tea It Got me drinking way past tipsy Wow so happy the world is free Why do I have so much anxiety In and out, not talking bout yo mom and me I’m just talking to myself on how to breath Ouh flying through the sky I cant fall if I’m way to high I can’t cry if I want to die I can’t die if I want to try That’s a lie I’ll probably die once I start to fly I’ll go bye bye oh my oh why, see it in my eyes? You can see me cry, I’ve tried 5 times to take my life that’s not a lie where is the knife, I wanna cross the line a 6th fucking time Wooohhh Suicide makes me smile Pooo all in this corner inna pile Doo doo Cleaning its gonna take awhile Ewww I think god loves bile Uhh imma bit insane Uh yea uh aye got holes in my mufuckin brain Uh aye yea uh wanna get hit by a fucking train Uh aye yeah uh get turned on by a bit of pain Bitch I am not taking the blame (jk) The cultural trauma turned me out this way They was the ones that formed the fucking shape, I was the one that fuckin wanked But they was the ones that shoved it in my face they put my balls on the muthafuckin plate They was the ones that made me hate me being this way I felt deranged and rank I smoked dank to push the feelings away But it never changed I wanted to die every day ever single muthafucking day So am I crazy or just insane Is there a change that I can make Or is this literally the only damn fuckin way that I can muthafucking wank? If you are hearing this I made a lapse in judgment and unfortunately released this song or wtv the fuck it is Tbh not the most embarrassing thing of me on the internet