gripping staying sane

dark blinding times many dark clouds darkest times so many times moving pushing through next day brighter day another day far from destiny pushing through the misery miserable trial after trial in life barely scaling by gotta beat this depression depressing locked away society for away hate the drama and anxiety anxious self medicating addiction dealing with addiction another shot to the vein speeding speed racing another mission gripping leaning smiling staying sane hopping on the next train staying in my own lane please do the same no problems surely wicked wicked times wicked rhymes insane thoughts crossing my mind losing emotion emotionally drained focused past and memories holding back no backtracking lacking back patience letting go feels so free gripping fast driving racing down the street piece piece fully my moodset