Two face monster

"Two-Faced Monster" Sad trap / emo type beat, ~140 BPM (70 half-time) Verse 1 Since the first year of school, you were looking at me, I was too damn scared to say what I see. Finally told you, heart in my hands, You said "I'll think about it," like you had other plans. I waited around like a fucking fool, Counting every day, playing by your rules. Pre-Hook You knew, you knew, you knew all along, Smiled in my face, then you did me wrong. Hook Two-faced monster with an angel's smile, Had me in your hands for a long-ass while. Said you'd think about it, yeah, I bet you did, Thought about who to hurt, and you did it good. Two-faced monster, I see you now, Heart's in pieces, and you don't know how. Verse 2 Then you picked someone else, right in front of me, All lovey-dovey, like I'm too blind to see. Laughing in the hallway, hand in his hand, Like I wasn't standing there, like I'm just some fan. Shit, I'd have taken "no" with some respect, Not a front-row seat to the damn wreck. Bridge (slow, quiet) I liked you for real... that's the worst part. You didn't just say no, you broke my heart. And the crazy thing is I'd still say hi, But you'd look right through me, and I'd just die inside. Verse 3 Now I'm writing this song with a lump in my throat, Every line's a letter that you'll never get to quote. Maybe someday you'll look back and feel it too, How you played with a heart that was only true. But I'm done waiting, done hoping, done sad, Gonna turn all this hurt into the best shit I've had. Final Hook (screamed) Two-faced monster with an angel's smile, Had me in your hands for a long-ass while. You were my favorite, now you're my regret, Two-faced monster, I won't forget. Outro (whispered) Since the first year of school... I liked you. Fuck, I really did. Want it sadder and more melodic, or angrier and harder?