I can't deal with this

I can't deal with this ‎I tell um this ‎its like talking to a wall I can't handle this can't deal with this ‎I wanna now smash my flat up go extra ape hit like smashing everything to bits relieving this anger tat I have to hold grip like its the last thing I did  ‎ ‎bcoz if I let slip tats it the whole words have it ‎‎tat grip this grip to master mind it ive become a perfestionel im now a perecionel at it ‎i try to I do do I keep my cool true so not  to let loose n not to go sick to lose everything in one moment if I jst say tats it give in smash it ‎ ‎its no good its no gd no body thy don't listen ‎I may aswell b talking to the rubber on the enf of  this pencil honestly its mental ‎i  can't deal with this catastrophic demiontion everyone's talking n walking in a different direction ‎we need some reflection take time out for correction so tat u seek perfection ‎I luv it confession ‎‎I luv confession I luv it confession ‎ ‎break ‎ ‎but y can't thy hear me thy need a gd lesson thy need Jesus my brother n our gd God ov heaven ‎Jesus plz help us thy tengle with my redemption ‎only care about thm selfs thy course me oppression ‎I need some suggestions wot to do about neglection  ‎disrespect n demanding attention ‎when ive told thm already im supernatural spirit ‎im no longer dead in my trangresion ‎im alive in my spirit  ‎ ‎plz god take me to heaven ‎ ‎break ‎ ‎this world so demented its like a demented obsession the way thy don't care about another's day in oppression ‎like no one else is suffering thy don't care its aggression ‎‎like another's person transgeeations rubbed off on nxt man who only sat there for ten seconds ‎now he's hurt n he's angry  bugger it thy cn all have it ‎tats wot thy saying ‎its like a disease its spreads like wild rabbit ‎infected injected with evil dark enties thy devour thy consume thee  n thn go looking for there nxt ravage like savage ‎‎all these desprespectful vessels need a gd grabbin ‎teaching a lessen by my king n my saviour Jesus christ our lord n our God almighty ‎he'll come down from heaven n give thm a ceastizing ‎leaving thm broken with a new bed to lie in ‎ ‎all for good reason it will gt thm to life living with no ending all for the good God ‎ ‎almighty god bless them ‎ ‎ ‎