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put me in again never no retired turn up rewired put out everything fire who said what huh never fired here I go again here I am again constant talk constant words hear it again here and there everywhere stay in place feeling out of place taking up space everything feared still don't see it clear clearly I can't be what u want be to be wanna b just b me see please exactly what u could never see still stuck on a date in a zone in a realm reveling the same Ole same repeat ¹everyday praying turned rage throw the pen ink couldn't speak what my minutes been seconds damn no one understands or maybe they do at this point Whats lose when you chose to know u chose roll over narratives excuse my language but u irrelevant this Brandi speaking don't be hesitant fighting to get back to me I aim I aim crossed the line not this time all out of confusion I lost my mind my soul is screaming while it still shines don't think no more my mind aint mine do u mind no more stories no more tears what is fear I cant talk don't act facts change too that's a fact hush they see me talking walking living that that aint this miss me with the judgment play no games nope not budgding money to me is nothing I Am something bruises cuts scars scream for me don't scream at me I hear the screams so deep Whats that.mean jump to conclusions false narratives narrate alignment sorry I'm still fighting invisible world all around I can't breath fix my habits who am I cuz I aint me stop calling my name it's a shame I hate what I became still I love Whats the purpose they all point which way cuz the directions are false what im talking about they all lost