when I first met you

i fell in love with you the first time i saw you ms. upercase letter K to the i and dont forget the letter a ey! i didnt have to tell nick that you have beautiful eyes out loud, ok!! but something took over and i had to say it that very moment that very day little did i know i came to earth for that moment in time, that split of a second it was meant for rayna, Jasmin Mila our Family To shine understand me when i say my love and yours have everything to do with milas secrad Art , jasmins heart, and rosa may. love you babe i was feeling like the man knowing my girl is you who onew about being blessed by he who is just i know i thought you were out of my league i say it because when we first kissed i was nervous anxious eventually you took the lead, you took that kiss in actuality I let you lead , i gave that kiss you made fun of my timbs being to big foh me to be wearing i couldve cared less but we hugged kissed and kept stearing in each other eyes all night untill curfew hit its time to head back to the dorms. i know love can make you change into all type of forms and leave you lost and torn take a second and watch me mourn i miss you already so we scream each others names out the window before we get some rest just to wake up and go to jack in tbe box foh breakfast we got plans to lay on the grass at the beach with no money no plans breathtaking ocean and waves surrounded by never ending sands this love will never fade but gives shade you are the only one who understands I could care less yes with you under the sheats i felt at my best we shut the world off so quick if we had to, its about kia and mickey now, but how, wow i couldn't stand the thought of hurting you Kia, thats why i made you walk away i saw youre love deep within i just refused to be the one who causes you pain that shit is lame i never planned to be him i never chose to be anything like sin im glad you stayed with hope and love including faith but i still let you down, but i still stayed around for the spicy noodles late night walks to the store for you. you became my best friend my only, my homie, my errthang. for you ill walk to Modesto girl you look special lets ride and let go nobody made me drive to tracy to be with you , girl Ms Milan i was making money, i was young , funny, good looking i couldve ended everything. you tried taking my life because i was done with you. that was before you pulled the steering wheel on me while driving in the highway yhat shoulve been more than enough to officially leave and get ghost and not stay God had something in the works God forgive me because kia became pregnant we shouldve kept our blessing instead we kept the guilt and the knowing of this pain that hurts lets go to pier 39 i was once all yours and you all mine I'm broke on our very our first date you wanted spaghetti i couldn't afford im in the bathroom counting change like aint this fucking great i got enough change to purchase one plate i had plans for ice cream but now i cant give her that perfect dinner date i could keep on going like this because I hate right now because this isnt jalapeno poppers this aint us what makes it worse is knowing i have no choice to accept letting you go because yove been telling me to do so for years now without actually telling me