Alone thoughts

I’m just tryna win, top ten, Back in the finest den, wildest mind, Too surprised to pretend, I’m dyin’ to be lyin’ to these fake-ass liars within, So let’s begin. I operate on a different level, Thoughts come out incredible, edible, Beast underneath me, nobody can see him, But demons be a part of me, Especially when I feel blind, High tide, I control the weather, Like Floyd, I’m better under pressure. You boys just toys, makin’ too much noise, I’ll tell you one more time, It’s me, Jeremy, Please believe in what I wanna be. Came from nosebleed seats, Now I’m dreamin’ of sellin’ out seats, More groceries, more for my family, Ain’t no hoe in me, Till the whole crowd screams, “OMG!” Can’t defeat me, I’m the neatest, meanest heathen, Since Jeremy Stephens, For reasons you’ll never know or understand, Just know you can’t hurt the man. Blinded, crippled, missing finger, Still walk in and everybody senses danger, Power Rangers, coat hangers, Strange shit, brain changers, Clouds gettin’ closer, I’m still screaming, “Kiss my ass!” But for real though, real shit, Can’t fake what I feel with, Too goofy to hang with, Too hungry to bang with, I laugh when I ride with sticks, Worn-out seats, Still thank WellCare for brand-new teeth. Now I got a job, And that shit cost five grand, G, Crazy how life changes, They still figure out a way To make you come to work With just enough time To sleep off the pain. No way out the rotation, Got us stuck, Hypnotized by the clock, Wake up, punch in, Punch out, then repeat. But I learned something in that cycle, You can lose yourself Tryna keep the lights on, So I’m writing every night Just to prove I’m still alive. That shit came out strung out, Like I once was, Now I’m stringin’ words together, Turnin’ pain into buzz. So if the beat cuts off, I’m still goin’ insane, Jeremy on the mic, Put the whole name in the game.