low key crying tonight

“STILL IN MY HEART” [Intro] Yeah… Sometimes I smile, but nobody knows why I’m hurting inside. This one’s from my heart. [Verse 1] Mama, I know I don’t always say it, But everything you gave me, I never could replace it. I’ve been carrying pain that I hide in my chest, Trying to act strong when I’m not at my best. Dad, I got questions that I never could ask, Memories keep coming, they keep coming back. I wish I could freeze every moment we had, ’Cause some of those memories are all that I have. [Chorus] I’m hurting inside, but I’m still gonna smile, Been walking through the pain for a long, long while. People see the rapper, they don’t see my heart, They don’t know the tears when the whole world gets dark. My family, my friends, my people, my gang, I carry every memory, I carry every name. If I ever told you that I love you, it’s true, No matter where life takes me, I’ll remember you. [Verse 2] Oscar, my brother, I remember those days, All of those laughs and the memories we made. Sometimes I sit back and think about the past, Wishing every good moment could somehow last. I got dreams in my heart, got a reason to fight, Trying to turn all my wrongs into something right. Money and fame could never fill up this space, I’d trade every dollar just to see one more face. [Bridge] If you’re listening now, I hope you understand, I’m just trying to become the best that I can. I’ve been through some pain, but I’m learning to grow, And the people I love are the reason I know That even when life gets heavy sometimes, There can still be a little bit of light. [Final Chorus] I’m hurting inside, but I’m still gonna smile, Been walking through the pain for a long, long while. People see the rapper, they don’t see my heart, They don’t know the tears when the whole world gets dark. Mama, Dad, Oscar, I carry you close, Through every new chapter, through every road. And if my voice shakes when I sing this tonight, It’s because every word came straight from my life. [Outro] Yeah… This is more than just a song. It’s everything I couldn’t say out loud. Still in my heart.