i Am Ready To Die

Blame my death on past bitchea that claimed they cared abd a family that didnt see ny worth. We all make mistakes but mine are never forgotten and thrown in ny face everyday in various ways. This haa nade me feel like its pointless to even try to care id rather do to others the sane you all did to me... scar your hearts and make you feel some form of pain because pain is all i feel nowadays. i cant even smile anymore and thats because i miss all of you but i am nit good enough for all of ypu so its almost time 4 me to go.... forever... thank you 4 the memories i do have ill cherish them all deeply. i will miss you all but i give up tryin to be your friend guys . im sorry it came to this i cant hokd it in anymore ive never felt more hated in my life. please understand why some things in life actually happen and dont be mqd at me i didnt know how to get your attention to talk you all forgot about me.... take care... im gonna miss you....