wish U were mine

heres for the third week i been missing you feel like i wanna drip pills drugs whatever i come close to just because i couldnt get through to u that makes me hella miserable cuz what the fuck did i really do? was it me 9r was it u or the fact that i didnt know how to respond to u girl cuz ur so fuckin beautifull like a wolf i start to drool bc ur my real go to if i needed someone to get close to feel the warmth of ur body cuz i been asleep for too long till u came along and woke me up so for u i write this song about fuckin up my heart is getting cold my mind gone already please dont make me lace this up yeah im fine girl cuz u appeared in my w8rld but for now i just need to fuck shit up damn i was supposed to be in love in stead she chose drugs i chose dope it aint the smokin its the sniffin that got me trippin , tippin down my adhd for now i rather concentrate on sound its ill to me how u aint act real so that right now is what ill hang on to for now how u made me feel? like i just woke up from some deep sleep but u wasnt around to keep me from havin a crash down waking up all drowzy from the pills and all the pounding but u wouldnt even look me in my eye im supprised yesterday was fine so somethin must have happened tonight did i? fall asleep with you in my dick qnd on my mind and sorry bout the drooped blunt a couple times ahh shiit wish i havent said it ive been on the grind half my fuck in iife the grind to get a life one that wasnt given the one that is gifted to the most gifted and talented motherfuckerrs 9n this planet . and im standing on it aint i? so gimme my part of my luxury life need i remind what i did when my life was in vain couldn't keep my closest away from the pain i caused mama imma monster fuck it imma buster come inside your house and fuck it imma rob em no matter what the cost is i might prolly end up on a roster another emotinal roller coaster how tf am i supose to solve this?