ONE LOVESONG

I called too many times Mind racing anxiety these times Watching hoods run stupid luck n wishing I could fuck it up Miss our times dancing on borrowed time what we could get out of my limited time N I wished for you all along to be who would carry these dreams strong. Not like some stupid relationship just some understanding friendship is what matters most loyal like the Holy Ghost. What we center becomes our world we trust n what comes after us is what we must Always know what lurks n strike behind the walls we sleep tonight. Love was never a forgotten treasure it just had its time we witnessed it pleasure n somehow the love we had still goes strong even when you had to go for so long. I won’t say nothing more about my mind de sifern the ways to say it written in a smoke filled haze n let the daylight bring the dawn upon the last to move the pawn. In all this since you been gone Got me understanding more then I can put in this song Thinking of how you loved me strong n I’ll be ok because I know how to love myself the same way your hand on my body blessed me forever no matter the weather no matter the wether Which way or tha it gonna get better When I look n see you in our babies eyes I will remember to keep my mind of the prize Freedom is a buried line draw the guns don’t hold back this time. Jesus Christ be on my mind. Thumbing through pages of why I might have been lit be design. Lit by design to pour the wine, desolve an illusion that the cost is anything dissolve a rabid nation still grabbing at me. Dissolve the rabid nation who keep killin the ones who think like me. I don’t know I’m just a mom like the three we begin to think harmoniously taking snacks from boxes handed out in emergency. Following calls to change the grid. Spit that rhyme n fill them in. Religious leaders and political crimes not too hard to spot when your third eye sees them lying. Children from indigenous lands go missing. Hollywood blondes eatin anything from rotten hand. Kiss the man they given while scared of Islamic religion. The only one who loved the prophet way. The only one who covered her skin with silk to lay upon her softly so she could hide away from those who would sell her and her kids who play and no one wanna look at it that way. Trains n planes n cars they say phones n apps that make them stay in bloc parades pretending to pray while wanting to be prettier someday. Then all the lies n excuses made then all the faces in the crowd. No one spoke up out loud busy tracing lines around their lips while painting their injectables like clowns on Amazon. I refuse to put the notebook down. Taking notes til yall come down. Taking notes till u al come down. Fall down fall down Babylon fall down, im much to in love with a man on the horizon. Somewhere he lives where people can find us. Somehow he remembers to reclaim the indigenous. Put it together n it bigger then the two of us. Clown faced bitches never had nothing on us. Love you like that n it that or it nada te amo mi amiga caminado caminado. The world is big the world is long. Hope this reached you in this song. I know the world sometimes tough to feel I belong but ever since I knew you I begin to carry myself on.