RIP my queen

loving the you smile, i love the way you lies, fake smiles through out the day and night, rather see you smile than to see you cry, i wonder why we fell in love baby at first sight, you said i love you first beat me to the punch, call it your punch line, I went from contiplating suicide to wanting to give you a good life, if loving you was wrong i don't wanna be right, lets get lost in love and be forever mine, addicted to your love,be my drug tonight, making love to you feels like a natural high, we belong together,you and I, crying ever since i lost you, holding you in my arms as i watched you die,wishing I could go back in time make all things right,you were my queen,the woman of my dreams,my wife,my love,pure, unconditional love from the heart, broken hearted from the start,but we covered each other scars with happiness and devotion,lovers and friends,you were the okly one to get me outta my head, always thinking i was gonna leave you alone but I never did,you said I was where home is,was it worth it,no ones perfect,but you were perfect,woulda died for you,fuck a bullet,ask me how im doing, fucken going through it,I wanna hold you on my arms,i wanna give you the stars,baby come as you are,dont be affraid,be who you are,fell in love with my charms,baby you left me really scarred, I wake up to face the day even though it's hard, sometimes I feel hopeless,outta focus,no more ,no more, everyday in knock,knock, knocking on heavens door,