will the world hate me?

Yea The days been heavy Thinking of history Knowing that it might be me I want to be free want to live peacefully I wanna be in peace I’m scared of what the world will do to me I can’t back down I can’t stop now I can’t get out I can’t give up I don’t give a fuck yeah I am so fucked up I don’t feel self love I am a broken dump I am out of luck I hate myself so much For everything I’ve done I just want to run, run around the sun I’m burning up Why can’t I fly I think it would all be better if I die I wanna take my life Maybe after I save life I will try I do not give a fuck I cannot cry See me where I lie I hate existing I want to quit I’m not kidding Yea I hate living I don’t give a shit yeah I’m leaving I will save humanity and they will hate me isn’t that silly I understand you don’t have to like me but please do not dehumanize me I’m more than my worst moments look at me shining Look at the mountains that I’m climbing I’ll better your life regardless I’m not lying Ohh will they hate me Will they break me Will they be happy When I leave Will they think I’m some mean evil demon Not No human that their seeing Will they be seething Hoping that I get deleted Will they hope I suffer for the rest of my existence And throw me away into the far distance Could I ever earn forgiveness Maybe for the gift that I am giving Could they show me kindness and appreciation For the things that I’m creating And all the thing that I am changing Or will they simply just break me