ive been corrupted by a monster,

ive been corrupted by a monster, most would call the devil, with a headful of dark instrumentals, absolutely fucking mental, its essential to feed potential, but quit being so resentful, uneventful so damn long, you need your elemental, k- come on Alby, pump it up a xouple more decibels, and get ruthless in the booth, when you go to present our flow, A- Karma youve been detrimental to my health, taking away sentimental, which wasnt accidental, sentinal or coincidental, im specail, but temperamental, but have the fundementals, to remove you from the picture, and i swear i wont be gentle, K- im a rental is what your sayin ok im not playin no more games, its war sphycologicly, so im a bring the fucking pain A- karma your the supplemental, and its time to let go of my hand, i get iit, if it werent for you, when i got beat by that man, that id be dead, but now my head, is so fucked, and congested, you made me off great gramps , when my sis was molested, K- i protected her Alby, get the fuck off your high horse, its probably my fault to, why mom and dad got a divorced, you say ive blown us off course, and everything looks gloomy, but think about it theres nothing to worry about, when its just you and me, A- dont push me, ,Karma, im begging you please, K- yeah beg bitch, cuz im the worst kind of disease, and whats this please shit, and get up and scream, show em there in a nightmare, and theres no fightin fair in a dream, A- fuck leave me alone, get the fuck off me, im tired of hurting shit, and going at everything karmakazi, its like you fucking stalk me, and always watching, and always choking me out , like you do with a cockring, but if it cost me my life , im getting rid of u one way or the other, K- ok your sweet Heidi , your sister and mother, were brothers, there is no other, its you and i in a twister, and im the reason why didnt go save your older sister, everything is your fault, im the reason why you are so tough, im here forever like it or not, cuz your not tough enough, so lift up or live rough, as i break down your world To my beautiful daughters, Heidi and Grace, ​I want you to know how deeply, immensely proud I am of both of you. Not a single day goes by where my love for you isn't right there with you. ​Heidi, my oldest—seeing your strength, your kind heart, and the way you handle life fills me with endless pride. You've grown into such an incredible woman. And to Grace, my sweet little girl—never forget how much you are loved, how bright your spirit is, and how proud I am of everything you do. ​Heidi, please know that Alby truly loves you, and he will snap out of it. Just don't give up on him. ​I know there are moments when you miss me and wish I was there to talk to, but please remember that I am never truly gone. I am right beside you in every milestone, every quiet moment, every memory, and every time you two laugh together. ​Keep looking out for each other, hold onto the bond you share, and remember that I am always watching over you both with all my heart. ​Love always and forever, Your dad, J.H.