does it even matter

Right now there ain’t nothing to see like a lost word on a spelling bee yesterday i had to lose two friends and today yeah I had to lose 3 and it’s so real but this song bout to get so surreal i feel like I can’t see the top of the hill when I try to talk everybody disagree when they see me like does even matter when they talk to me I had a lot of fake friends and now I see you always said you real but I think you Is fake one the only dog that I got is a girl and to me yeah I think is crazy like matter