feel bad

I wake up every morning with a weight on my chest, Trying to smile outside, but inside I'm a mess. People I once loved are now memories in my mind, I keep looking for their voices, but they're hard to find. The room feels colder, the nights feel long, I'm trying to stay strong, but the pain feels strong. Tears on my face when nobody can see, Asking why life took away so much from me. Lost souls, gone but never forgotten, Holding on to memories that time can't soften. Every heartbeat carries a piece of the past, Wishing some beautiful moments could last. I'm fighting my emotions, trying to heal the scars, Looking at the sky, talking to the stars. Though the pain remains and the memories stay, I keep moving forward, one step each day.