where's the top from the bottom om stuck in darkness. too many problems not enough options but thats all too common cant

where's the top from the bottom om stuck in darkness. too many problems not enough options but thats all too common cant even count my losses dont costs us . it would be nice to live life but to survive im more accomplished. born into poverty I guess this is meant to be life aint about quality its about being free i think this was meant for me im where im supposed to be talking behind I see all those in front of me. they all looking down at me no body's proud of me. but I see what they dont see theyre missing the picture theres beauty in whats ugly and I dont want your money I dont care if im lucky. cause god made me funny.