Lil JL RobTheRich

101. You told me you were different, I believed you, that was rare 102. Gave you pieces of my heart like I had pieces left to spare 103. You could read me through my silence, you could see behind the glare 104. Then you switched up overnight like all our memories were air 105. I was loyal through the distance, I was present through despair the problem, I still wish that you were here 106. Even after all the damage, I still wish that you were here 107. I tried to hide the feeling, but it followed everywhere 108. Every promise that you made still echoes in the air 109. I don't know if I can trust you, but I know I still care 110. Love can turn a grown man quiet when the truth becomes too clear 111–120 — “AmE” 111. You played with my emotions like a fire with no flame 112. Every time I tried to leave, you found a reason I should stay 113. Had me questioning my judgment, had me questioning my faith 114. I was giving you my future, you were gambling with my name 115. I don't usually show weakness, but with you I dropped the frame 116. Let you see behind the armor, let you see behind the pain 117. Now the memories hit different when the nighttime starts to fade 118. I was loving you sincerely, you were loving me halfway 119. I can forgive what happened, but I can't erase the change 120. You don't get the old me back just because you know my name 121–130 — “OW” 121. Sunset over California, I'm reflecting on us now 122. I remember all the promises you made and wonder how 123. We went from talking about forever to barely talking now 124. Funny how the deepest love can leave the deepest wound somehow 125. I was trying to build a future, you were chasing temporary highs 126. I could see it in your actions even when you told me lies 127. You were beautiful enough to make me overlook the signs 128. But a heart can't keep surviving every time you cross the line 129. So I'm letting go with anger, letting go without a vow 130. If you ever really loved me, you would understand me now 131–140 — “O” 131. I was standing in the rain with nowhere else to go 132. Thinking how I gave you everything and never let it show 133. Maybe I was too protective, maybe you were moving cold 134. Maybe love ain't meant to last when only one side holds 135. I was fighting for connection, you were fighting for control 136. Every argument became another crack inside the soul 137. Now I'm staring at the skyline watching traffic flow 138. Asking why the person closest can become the one you don't know 139. I don't need revenge, I need peace inside my soul 140. But if you call me late at night, I don't know what I'll do 141–150 — “IGHT” 141. I remember your perfume when I'm passing through the night 142. Remember how you held me when the future wasn't bright 143. Remember how your eyes looked when you told me I was right 144. That's the part that makes it harder, you were beautiful inside 145. Then the trust became a question, every answer started fights 146. I was begging for commitment, you were asking for some space 147. I was trying to save the love, you were trying to save your pride 148. Now I'm healing while I'm working, turning heartbreak into flight 149. Every tear became a lyric, every lyric became life 150. If I love again, I promise it'll come with open eyes 151–160 — “EE” 151. You were everything I wanted, everything I couldn't keep 152. I was losing hours of sleep while you were buried in my dreams 153. Had me questioning the meaning of the promises you preached 154. I was giving you my trust while you were testing all my seams 155. Still, a part of me remembers how you made the world feel sweet 156. That's the contradiction—how the wound can miss the thief 157. I don't want another person just to cover what you did 158. I want somebody who can meet me where my heart is deep 159. If she sees the man beneath it, then she gets the real me 160. Till then I'm building something nobody can take from me 161–170 — “OWN” 161. I gave you love that I had grown 162. You gave me silence through the phone 163. I wanted partnership, not a throne 164. You wanted freedom, I wanted home 165. Now I'm learning how to stand alone 166. Turning every broken piece to stone 167. But I won't let bitterness become my tone 168. The best revenge is being fully grown 169. If you come back, you'll meet somebody you've never known 170. Because the man you hurt became a man you can't control 171–180 — “AY” 171. I still think about your smile when I'm driving through LA 172. Still remember every promise that you swore you'd never break 173. Still remember how you kissed me like you wanted me to stay 174. That's why betrayal hit me harder than I ever could explain 175. You can hurt somebody deeply when they love you all the way 176. I was giving you my loyalty, you were giving me a game 177. Now I'm turning all that heartbreak into records people play 178. Every woman hearing this gon' understand the weight 179. Love ain't weak when you admit that somebody made you change 180. It's just dangerous when the wrong person gets your faith 181–190 — “US” 181. I was yours, you were mine, at least that's what I thought it was 182. Every kiss felt like a promise, every touch became a rush 183. Then the little things got bigger, every whisper turned to dust 184. I was trying to find the truth while you were asking me to trust 185. Now I'm older, now I'm wiser, now I know what love must be 186. It ain't begging for attention, it ain't forcing somebody's love 187. It's two people choosing daily even when the moment's rough 188. So if I love again, she better know I'm giving everything 189. I don't need perfection, I just need somebody real enough 190. Somebody who can hold my heart without abusing what it was 191–200 — “ONE” 191. I walked through heartbreak and came out more than someone 192. Took the ashes from the fire, built a future from the smoke 193. Every time I almost folded, found another reason not to 194. Now the skyline looks different when you finally see the road 195. I don't wish you any harm, I just wish you had been grown 196. I hope you find what you're seeking, I hope I find what I own 197. If our paths cross again, I'll acknowledge what we've known 198. But I won't abandon myself just to keep somebody close 199. I loved you with my whole heart, that's a truth I'll never owe 200. Now I'm back inside the booth, turning heartbreak into gold She just not used to the vibe of a real deal, Heartbreak in her past, now she’s lost in the thrill, Shadows lurk in the night, but I’m here to fulfill, Whispers in the dark, got her mind on the chill. p Came from the struggle, yeah, I know how it feel, Trust issues running deep, got her stuck in the reel, Every promise broken, now she’s hard to conceal, But I’m here to show her love, make it something surreal. Diamonds on my wrist, but my heart’s made of steel, She’s a queen in disguise, let me help her reveal, Got the soul of a fighter, but the wounds never heal, Taught her how to rise, now she’s ready to kneel. Lessons from the pain, got her eyes on the prize, Learning to let go, but it’s hard to be wise, In a world full of fakes, she just searching for real, But I’m here to change the game, let herp know how I feel.