hurt and pain

i can't sleep up all night out in the rain here with all this pain bottles on the floor no matter what im here for her back to back shes been through hell and back I'm here tryna take it back. if depression was a switch i would flick it off right now but its a bitch i fight for my life to live she just wants love instead of hate family needs to love her before its a big mistake. shes always hurting from all the pain but all she does is work hard to forget the pain need a break from it all the work and pain get on a plan time to hit a vaca needs times alone always in her feels got depressen but your not alone. we both got depressen but we always feel alone don't know if we fight or give up on our own always living through the pain idk if i can take all this pain voices in my head telling me to take my life away but i stay to fight to see another day ik your pain i have been here to live and die no matter what i try to fight idk if I'm winning or losing depression has me captive i have been going through so much pain.