Rip momma Resting in heaven

dear mom i cryied when you sercum to your sickness i know god witness all of your business but at night i cant sleep asking god in my thought why he let this experience happen to me like how could it be god my momma was part of the team she knows my every thing she was my everything now she gone feel like i dont have much to live for crying late night to my bed room door saying i cant take it no more my tears shed like water falls from my eyes asking god why momma had to die but a voice so suddenly told me was part of a phophecy deeper then my self cant talk back cause the same voice that took my mother is the same one giving me help its the holy spirit constantly the whole time was standing near him now i can hear him telling me what im feeling within correcting telling me jesus knocking at your heart let him in repent from your sin and i promise youll see your mom with him again