$-Unlucky One

$$*when the fuck will shit turn positive,*$$every now and then see the way i really live, need to find some thing a new alternative, break away from the past amnend n forgive, it be my fault y i let the!m people in, never really knowing they didn't wanna see me win,$$* all them fake feelings fake talks, n fake friends$$*, so i take a step back still solo in the end, n nowhere to go to times don't wanna be alone, $$*overthinkn thoughts really got me outta zone*$3, kill em off drugs take me the unknown,* lost in the dark into this hell that i been thrown,* this a bluetiful world but ill never see, any other place only whats n front of me, $$*n i aint the first to live and die up in these streets$$, *still ain't giving up hope so all do is dream, *$if ths be a dream a nightmare what it seems, *$$someone wake me demons shadows follow me, if i wake up second chance to start clean, take a different path dont worry bout a damn thing , $still playing the hand with the cards i been dealt, *couldn by myself everybody need help, shout out t o the ones who picked me up whem i fell,$3 *never got no love pain is all i ever felt*$$ age 23 peices fall in place for me, age 33 seen thems fall away from me 9 to 5 boy brand newwhip hella clean, now im selling dope n hiittin licks hellla clean, 3 of my babies pnly got to have one, had a lot of fqmily now theres hardly anyone, caught so many cases u know i like to have a gun, 24 months done 30 more to come, when the fuck will shit turn positives ll $* all them fake feelings fake talks, n fake friends$$* $*overthinkn thoughts really got me outta zone ,* lost in the dark into this hell that i been thrown,* $$*n i aint the first to live and die up in these streets$$, l *$if ths be a dream a nightmare what it seems $still playing the hand with the cards i been dealt, never ngoat no love pain is all i ever felt*$$