letter to my mom

Verse 1 Mama, you raised me alone, that's real love Worked every shift, never had enough I was sick inside, you didn't even know I cried to Tjay at 3am, you was asleep though Grandma gone, I know you miss her too We both lost her, what we gon' do? Picture getting criticized, I felt like shit But you told me "Devin, fuck that shit, you legit" Hook Mama, I'm sorry for the pain I caused Sorry for the nights I was lost Too much going on in my head, but I'm trying Too much shit around my heart, but I'm fighting Verse 2 Oscar my brother, you know I love him like blood Cindy hurt me, but fuck it, that's love Winnipeg taught me cold don't mean you freeze Taught me gutter kids can still dream, please I don't wanna be hard, I wanna be healed I don't wanna be angry, I wanna be real If I say fuck it, it's cause I care too much If I say I hate you, it's cause I care too much Outro So mama, this song for you Oscar, this song for you too Even Oscar , this song for you too Cause deep down, I still fuck with you. ---