the day my childhood died

Rip Tupac and biggie wish they could bring back jams that made you feel like Sumer time calls is make you wanna press rewind if I could go back I would I’d tell my younger self it was okay and we’d see better days that’s she’d be proud of who we became and who we’re stil becoming and not to be in a rush to grow up love starts with us if tel her she was beautiful and not to let the fools make fun of her learning to take care of her body no one showed her how all she knew is she knew way too much at such a young age felt shame for looking up xxx videos when she should’ve still been playing with dolls she was so innocent til the day it all went wrong torn up knees from the ground she felt different and part of her left her body somehow incomplete she didn’t know what to do she thought love was giving her body away to people who couldn’t stay shame and trauma no one talked about it she buried it deep like a dirty secret well no my love we have a voice and we respect ourselves and have values boundaries too hard lessons we should teach the youth so they know early on I love every version of me even when I was bigger I thought she was perfect you see heart of gold never turned cold some say I’m an angel 144 not easy trying to hold the world and if no one chooses you I think you’re still beautiful love the skin your in only one body might as well you’re one of a kind inside rainbows reside a light so bright crooked teeth so they know it’s real. Setting beauty standards that are within reach