I Do Not Trap

I Do Not Trap No matter how ridiculous you think I am No matter how much you belittle this music I keep moving, no regrets, no more To break apart everything that remains in my life Today again, I press the play button Life resembles a play, a theater After buttoning the first button wrong This continuing zigzag life somehow Feels like something is wrong Yet it is the past I simply kept living through Even now, a cigarette held in my mouth This cycle that keeps going around Chronic It feels like I have already lived more than half of my life Yet I still cannot hear Life calling me I still do not know at all The direction of the rest of my life When I rap in Korean They say it sounds like I am reading a Korean textbook My Trap does not have Money, women, or jewelry The only weapon I have left Life, conviction, and failure More precisely, about failure Harsh, at times cruel insight Facts, finger-pointing, dissection, dismantling Myself, that's my style I never quietly let even my shameful sides pass A personality that does not dismiss things as if they never happened This doesn't sell? Too bad, simply that Some will probably laugh At my seriousness and immaturity Continuing disrespect after disrespect To get past this cycle The only action I can take press the play button I do not do Trap I do use Trap beats, though For those who doubt Not the ones who doubt the music But those who doubt the very act of me doing it You keep spending your time doubting while the clock keeps tick-tocking Yeah, I get hurt by all your attacking but it ain't enough to tackle me, stop me When I have no energy When I have no strength Even when everything is falling apart The comfort I receive Comes in through both of my ears More than a single cigarette More than a pre-roll Something that comforts me Becoming a single meaningful statement A verse that gets lodged in the heart I want to become someone Who spits verses like that out of habit No matter what difficulty comes Even if it hurts my will I keep going Even if I fall Even if I have to crawl I have lived almost forty years As someone who did not create I will not go back I cannot go back either Not for riches, but for my two ears The act of creating Even now I keep doing it without fail Shouting, endlessly searching That is my Trap If this is not Trap Music That's okay I do not Trap #ROOL #Korea #IDoNotTrap