Drinking this Poison

girl I can not sleep girl I can not die girl I cant go on. even if i had to try im am right here even if were not that close drinking this poison I'll take another dose if I pass away nobody has to know I'll be here still the very next day girl youre always on my mind rewind the good old times sometimes I cry sometimes I die a little inside when you walk by and its up to me to continue to try and try again here i write with this pen dripping tears again and again. letting things get under my skin living on thin ice here im trying to be nice and trying to understand but im only one man that is truly damned. here i stand like a plant Wishing back what we had I let it all go now its time go on with the show.. girl I can not sleep girl I can not die girl I cant go on. even if i had to try im am right here even if were not that close drinking this poison I'll take another dose if I pass away nobody has to know girI can not sleep girl I can not die girl I cant go on. even if i had to try im am right here even if were not that close drinking this poison I'll take another dose if I pass away nobody has to know I'll be here still the very next day if you cant on you'll just have to pray