SCHEMING DREAMS

HEAVEN IS A PLACE I HOPE MY SOUL'S GONNA GO SEVEN DAYS OF PRAISE FOR THOSE STILL LIVING DOWN BELOW EVEN WHEN THEY FACE EVIL FOES TRYING TO TAKE THE BROS THAT THEY KNOW EVEN THOUGH WE KNOW IT'S IN INEVITABILITY THAT WE GONNA GO I DON'T WONNA KNOW I DON'T WONNA GO HELD IT DOWN FOR TOO LONG BUT I NOW FEEL I NEED TO OPEN UP A FATHER'S PAIN RIDDLED WITH GUILT FOR NOT SEEING HIS KIDS GROWING UP I'LL TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY FOR ALL MY WRONGS TO THE POINT OF BEING SUICIDAL AND DOPING UP BUT THERE IS A DEEPER LOVE WITHIN AND SO WHAT DO I DO EXCEPT HOPE'S ENOUGH UNCONDITIONAL DEEP LO I'VE HAD ENOUGH EVEN IF I START LATE I PARTTAKE