so serious

Im so serious but you never hear me through. You say you wanted it but it never broke through to you.  Im so serious but it never made sense to you. You say you want me but at the same time you and I where never meant to. Be so serious, I really loved you. I really gave it all to you.  So whatd you do to us? All I wanted was to work things through. Am I not enough for you?  I know im better than you ever had but its all cool. Im good enough for the next bitch is that right boo? Do you hate me for saying all the things that I want to?  Is it too much for us to talk it over? Or would you rather run away and push it all over the edge, like my heart committing suicide. Free falling out of your hands into an open mind.  I wish, I wish, we could of made use of our time the way that we loved eachother was amazing, I never wanted to let you go but the damage was done. I moved on so you wont hurt me no more. I dont know how else to be, I just wanted to make things feel free between us, trapped in our ways, stuck in our cage. Atleast we where together. Why would you lie and say its forever?  This pain is killing me hardcore.  Im so serious, I cant take more. You say you loved me and I said I loved you.  Im so serious this is the end of it all. Theres nothing left of my heart, its been stomped out pressed into wine. Be so serious, is that why you lie? Do you get drunk off of the pain that I feel inside?  Bitch this life is do or die. I might just choose to fly.  I might just leave this life behind. I might just let a brother cry. I might just get the fuck outta dodge and drive.