Real is Rare

ive been real since day one so lets get that out the way ive been solid every time i got arrested did those bids day for day imma stay real no matter how many days i see that turn grey got several friends who overdosed and they put em in the clay dont know how to feel and dont know what to say ive been loyal but i aint gonna beg no chick to stay if you wanna leave i aint gonna stop you theres the door thought she was the realest but turned out she was a whore that shit came outts nowhere and it rocked me to the core when they told me to stop all i did was ignore yeah i got to get it yeah i got to keep going cause i want more cant wait till the day i make it and the crowd scream encore cant wait till i put me and my day ones on a bus for tour yeah i did it for myself yeah i did it for my kids yeah i got 4 goota give them more cause my whole life i been piss poor but now im gonna stay focused and im gonna get to the bread remember them long nights inside that cell on that bed looking like im ok on the outside but my heart bled lost my momma on that bid and i fell off the deep end never could have told me i wouldnt see her agian looked up to the sky and had to ask god if he took her because of my sin maybe it was the smoking maybe it was the crimes or the ink in my skin now my days running together yeah the grey started to blend most days i spent on my bunk under the covers wih no grin dreaming of the day i would get out so i could shiw them i can win yeah i know they say lifes a bitch and it wont be fair and i found a couple real brothers that actually care man you know that when you find someone whos real its rare come explore my pain and my brain if you care to dare i seen people get stabbed and men with that thousand yard stare seen shit that make ur skin stand up all the way to your hair yeah it got bloody and it got violent and it was so full of evil man i remember walking across the prison yard headed for the church steeple guards treat you like an animal or a number not like regular people never thought the day would come but I finally got released first thing indid was look down and kiss my jesus peice then i folded up my parole papers yeah i made a crease then i went and looked at my moms profile who was now deceased then i made it back to my hometown yeah to the familiar streets yeah i waved and i shook some hands went through the greets then i got on this app and started to rap to the beats yeah they say success dont taste sweet till you taste defeat