$-Chapter 6 (Reflection Remix)

same shit late nite just a dark street, strange car drove up trying to cuff me, aint no reason or laws breakin here you see, didnt get no answer so i turned and fleed, made it down i d say 30 feet, look back 2 shadows someone save b, tripped me hit the ground next i got beat, n i wasnt the suspect still they charged me, dropped a felony 9 13 25, signed s plea to now live a sober life, n at the time shit i.really didn't mind, down the drain my life is bout to fuckin unwind, Left me in the dark took a deep dive, inside my thoughts not knowing whats to come in life, somebody to talk to that would be nice, picked up a pen began to write, November came n what can i say, im to be gone thanksgiving day, probation wasnt there to let me play, 4 strikes now the treatments where I'll stay, looking at my kids they just dont know, how deep im getting in this shit show, still i tell em whats up cause they gotta know, bags packed n ready im a no show, still to this day dont know y i didnt go, lying to myself I'm gonna take shit slow, never gotta a call back from mr. po, now them long 30 months is looking fuckin cold, big change to my future bout to unfold, if i could run it back, id take a different road, wasnt pushing dope or that bomb drank, no kinda paper no konda fuckin bank, so to start the new year bout to sank, head first i dove in back in the game, for the first time seen me crack a smile, dont know how long its been but its been a while, feels like my life is turned up a dial, didnt expect the bullshit came in like a tidal, yeah I'm still with the shits, back to hittin licks, all the shit i flip, do it with the quick, all in i wont quit, not a little bit, fast cash is what I'll get, living fast yeah its lit, homegirls in my life, each one different but i like, wasn't thinkin bout a wife, to me im just another strike, say you love me syke, guess ill take a hike, you can cut the bullshit hype,yeah i no I'm not your type, some remain as friends, now i have no friends, keep it hundred till the end, others use you for the ends, bullshit i was fed, all the words that was said, aint about the street cred, anyone can wind up dead, down the road ahead, siccness or hit hot lead, once before i said, dreams a bullet to my head, was the shit a set up, hoody bloody fed up, should i quit no get up, fuck that i aint gonna let up, why change my ways, still no brighter days, could this all just be a phase, try my best not let it phase, still lostin a haze, mind is gone a daze, soon ill be up out this maze, locked up n inside a cage, someone light some sage, all i feel this rage, cause I'm mobbin with a gauge, end this chapter shit next page, did i try my best dont think so, now my life's a mess, shit real shit my best guess, i done fucked and failed this test, my girls they don't see, the the bad side in b i know one day they gone be, fuckin lonely without me, til the day i leave, time is what I need, focus on them father deeds, ask me y cause they my seeds, after its all said and done, whos still gone be there no one, only one that be this gun, way it is shit aint for fun, n all these problems weigh a ton, got thru them no i didnt run, thru the rain didnt see the sun, still got more to overcome can i see the day when my soul will feel at ease, everynight begging to the lord down on mk knees, i can fell it's close see me gone restin in peace, just another one gone laying down deceased, and this feeling shit be hard to go n explain, thru the rain n pain it drained my life i atill maintained, through it all think i found the answer to why it's strange, deep inside my mind i think my life i want to change, I swear this year I been thru alot if shit, turned up side down with the quick, only thang that matters i aint fuckin quit, long more ways to go hope i don't slip.....no I won't slip, .....hope I don't slip.....no I can't slip.