Ain’t As Hard

I feel way better When I’m on my fucking meds It’s been fucking crazy I got voices in my head Now they fucking popping up Haldol shots every month And the pill cause these shots just ain’t enough I go crazy Everyday battles in my brain guess that’s what it means Schizoaffective Got me feeling like I’m defective I learned my mf lesson I know The mind is a powerful thing I’m alright if I disregard the negativity Cause if I don’t That’s the next thing ruling over me Plaguing me With repeated cycles Circling Now I’m feel like I’m going crazy Going ham Solo dolo How I stand I’m the man I’m the shit bitch Manias a trip shit Im just tryna live my life It feel so insane I got a whole lotta pain And a misfired brain I feel so insane Even though the voices been on mute Most the day go by And I’m thinking what’s new Well my voices ain’t been talking to me It’s been quiet all day But I still got all the other side effects coming from my brain I think I’m insane I need to ease my brain It ain’t as hard but I still struggle getting through the day I think I’m insane I need to ease my brain Forget about all this Schizo induced pain thought I was a genius Cause the shit I do with my mind didn’t realize I’m schizophrenic It took some time To understand That’s what’s happening With me When I’m struggling I’m tryna be on my grind Not dealing with anxiety this damn troubling This excessive It’s impressive I’m just tryna be on my hustle This life be so rugged And Rn I’m struggling That’s why I gotta get back on my hustle I think I’m insane I need to ease my brain It ain’t as hard but I still struggle getting through the day I think I’m insane I need to ease my brain Forget about all this Schizo induced pain