sometimes i don't even know where to begin

Caught in the maze, I’m lost in the night, Chasin' shadows, yeah, I’m searchin' for light, Streets cold, got my heart wrapped in ice, Every choice I make, feelin' like rollin' dice. They say the game’s a gamble, I’m just tryna survive, Got my eyes on the prize, but it’s hard to stay alive, Homies in the rearview, ghosts of the past, Tryna break the cycle, but the die’s been cast. Sometimes I wonder if I’m destined to fall, In a world full of snakes, trust is a death call, Dreams turn to nightmares when you’re chasin’ the thrill, Got a heart full of pain, but I’m clutchin' the steel. Life’s a movie, but I’m stuck on the reel, Every scene’s a struggle, can’t escape what I feel, Lookin' for a way out, but the walls close in, Sometimes I don’t even know where to begin. but yk i have faith and im not given up coz im a man with big bro made 10 milly from waken ou packs and yk me be make 20 milly aint no faking just watch if u have faith and u believe then its bound to come i granite