Own Road

going up im on my own road, times change I carry the load, they asking if im all ok and I tell em im good some people dont know, they dont know how it feel to me nigga, if you slime keep it real to me nigga, cant wait til I get older and get it in the world make six figures, said u up but Bj still bigger, lot of rumors that im a bad guy but u dont know me so how do you figure That night I shedded tears, that night it really hurt me, aint cried in bout 2 years, so that night it was certain, they ask about my feelings but they closed behind a curtain, and I dont let em out unless it get too deep and work me They say grown men dont cry but thats what make us stronger, we try to hold it in it overflow cant hold no longer, I pray for my auntie she going through it let me phone her, I cried 2 days in a row but I had to stop I struggled