you had it.. and lost it

“LOVE ON LOCK” — 190 BPM I chose you. No doubt. Ten toes. I stayed out. You had my heart. I gave you trust. Built us up. You built up dust. I was loyal. You questioned me. I was solid. You tested me. You wanted proof. I gave you time. You wanted truth. I gave you mine. I never folded. Never switched. Never left. Never dipped. Through the drama. Through the pain. Through the tears. Through the rain. You saw a threat. I saw my man. You saw an enemy. I held your hand. That's the difference. That's the truth. I saw forever. You saw a loose screw. You threw accusations. I swallowed pride. You pushed me away. I still stayed by your side. You wanted loyalty? I brought it. Wanted love? I showed it. Wanted peace? I was home. Then you made me feel alone. I ain't perfect. Never claimed. But my love? Never played. You broke trust. Then blamed me. Lost the real one. Now you see. I was your ride. I was your die. I was your shelter. By your side. Now I'm stepping. Head held high. No more begging. No more why. You can miss me. You can stare. You can wish I still was there. But that heart? You had the key. You dropped it. That's on you, not me. I don't chase. I don't plead. If you lose me, Feel the bleed. Not from hate. Not from spite. Just the truth coming to light. I loved hard. I loved real. Now I'm learning what I feel. You wanted war? I brought bars. You wanted distance? There you are. But remember this when nights get cold: You didn't lose someone who cared. You lost the one who would've stayed there. I don't need revenge. I need peace. I don't need you to release. I gave love. I gave loyalty. You gave doubt. You gave misery. So here's my final. Here's my truth: I would've fought the world for you. You couldn't even fight for us. Now that's a battle you can't win. 'Cause I lost you— but I found me again.