Oh lord cant you help me please , help me . i cant take the pain knocking me around im so close, my heads barley breaki

Oh lord cant you help me please , help me . i cant take the pain knocking me around im so close, my heads barley breaking the surface im almost drowning, thoughts of losing it all i try to walk tall for y'all. And if i get knocked to da ground then ill crawl cause theres no stopping me now. im doin this for you mom and pop. ill rise to the top . i wont stop. till im in the grave, In the shadows where the pain and the past collide, i Got this weight on my mind, & its crushing my shoulders, Im feelin' like I can't hide. the whisper of my secrets, and they echo of my despair, I Lost my folks to the struggle, and now I'm gaspin' for air. Creepin' through the memories, they haunt me at night, my Childhood home slippin', man, it don’t feel right. this Debt's a heavy burden, like a chain on my soul, im Tryna find redemption while I'm losin' control. My Addiction's a monster, it grips me so tight, im Fightin' through the darkness, I’m searchin' for light. Every step I take, feels like I'm walkin' on glass, Tryna keep my head up, but the shadows they wont pass. I’m workin' hard to rise, but the struggle's intense, my Life’s a battlefield, and I'm caught in the suspense. With a heart full of scars, I’m just searchin' for peace, In this raw reality, I’m prayin' for the release. im so alone with no one to comfort me,