sometimes I feel like i was destined

sometimes I feel like i was destined too many flaws you can tell you you can tell you was regretting I got to step in the baby you was recipe for greatness without you in my life was going ape s*** I never paid s*** I never paid attention to the way this pavement would go on stand strong maybe you was always the one I swear to God I never had the men I never had to feel the way they had to feel when I was vent and you would always say baby you was having sin but please stop with the b******* and I wouldn't stop with it and you could only keep up with the portion of abortionist I swear ib twist and turn more than a contortionist unfortunately for me you came out fortunate without you is fucking torturous and im at the end of a tortured kiss sitting around a miserable and an open trench settling at the bottom of a dark abyss dismal and im afraid to flinch, sometimes i pay the bitch and extend and cut the wrist who am i, I'm just the whimpering bitch unwavering fits back to seclusion and addicted i the same shit in such a lame skit you call i make reign check i should have never came wit the same script i did with the last bitch now I'm screaming with my last breath i love you till i die r and when i do it o ain't got you it's abad death now I'm scared that it my last breath and all i ever wanted was you heart to have the best but i guys I'm just second fiddle to the next but you still got my heart here and I'm the next now that I'm dead i hear you sobbin in between breaths whisper i was always the best i unleashed a bitter man but instead of growing up i took the easy path thinking back why the fuck did i do that and be strong and find another path instead i blazed a trail that i can never ever patch and for that i don't deserve your love and passion and now all this time passed and you still ain't found a match and babe I'm grateful for that but i want you to find love again and maybe you gonna hate me for that I'm safely in good arms i hope you can praise him for that but now go and find an man and execute your final plan then maybe later on w will meet up again