X Rays....

X-rays So giv me some time and ill see through the deception, xrays. Giv me some time, ill use it to adjust. Giv me a moment, and ill be the main component for which to discuss. Giv me opportunity, and ill knock off the dust, Come out the rust, And ill become the clean meaning behind the past discussions of being nothing but discust... Something more then nothjng much. Something more then barely enough. Something other then a builtup anger ready to erupt... I remember better days, Better plays, Up on the playground with better praise. Sunshine up until the rain came, wetter days. Ripping through these badder plays. Seeing through the deception tho, x rays. Coming with an x rating, Im Fornicating, This dildo whose on display with an x rating. But im steady shaming. Ready and never complaining. And yet im steady with the over explaining. Been in the game for awhile, so im over gaming.... Too full of myself, oops guess im over veining.... But if there's any humbleness left in me still remaining. I hope its still worth it for me to be regaining, Vs boastfulness being the only thing im still gaining.... I . Fell from a believable legend to just a myth. Playing the part, i lost the script. But i try to part from anymore risks. So I gave up the part until i could get myself a lift... But fuck it. I gave until i finally stuck it. I couldnt giv a shit, so i tell em to suck it. But upshift. Given towards an uplift. I skipped, Sounding out each of these words that shift. The momentum of moments when words weren't given with such a risk. Or up lift them again after they were done feeling sick. The sinking pride that used to bend but now stays stiff. The forward bow id now hav to contend with, but never seem to get. A second shift. A second to risk, All ir nothing on nothing but risks. Until im flexing through each rift. Setting the tone on a beat that always skips. When it should uplift. And giv more and more of those feelings as a gift. So fuck it. I couldnt duck it. The blaze burning with in the ruckus. So I took the flames and snuffed it... Ok, ur right this time boo, Look now, how, I never wrote a song for u. How much I hope, now, its completely haunting u. All this time I was flaunting u. But keeping u close while even further was any taunting truths. I'm walking in confused. The different types of paths I would or wouldn't choose. The different gaps between me and other kinds of dudes. The way I faced the problems that would stack until I'd lose. The tell of the tale, Of the fail, From a broken and frail dude, But now id maintain without a use. The scars and the tales from every bruise. In case u were looking for the proof. I remember better days, Better plays, Up on the playground with better praise. Sunshine up until the rain came, wetter days. Ripping through these badder plays. Seeing through the deception tho, x rays. Coming with an x rating, Im Fornicating, This dildo whose on display with an x rating. But im steady shaming. Ready and never complaining. And yet im steady with the over explaining. Been in the game for awhile, so im over gaming.... Too full of myself, oops guess im over veining.... But if there's any humbleness left in me still remaining. I hope its still worth it for me to be regaining, Vs boastfulness being the only thing im still gaining....