darkness to light

I've been living in the dark while I'm searching for the light, Had to look around to find the light switch, The whole world flickered like this, Then figured out it was really a glitch. VERSE 1 — Current Version I feel the pain, pressure and gain, Dancing in the rain while it's washing my brain. All I want is change, you can see now that it's rained down, Washed away the shame on the same ground, Then we turn it upside down, no frown, I get down, I don't play around. On the surface of life, you only live once, but you could live twice. I took a hit of DMT and I came back to life. As I went down to hell and I boiled inside, VERSE 1 — Alternates & Spare Bars Tried to figure out, was it me bleeding out from inside? I don't know what it was when I'm trying to live right. Then I had a magical choice, Was it to go right or go wrong? It was like a fork in the road. It was like I'm writing a song. I don't know, I'm just like, I'm hitting bongs. Can you sing along? On this circus of life as we roll the dice. As we play it right. Trying to live with Christ. When I fell on my face, but I'm searching for grace now. I'm walking around with a smiley face. When I was at the bottom staring at the bottle or the bullet in the chamber, too much pain to even swallow. I bottled it up, act like I couldn't move, I was stuck. What the fuck? This place of pain and fear. Fuck it, I wanted to disappear, but the gates of sobriety are in gear. Imagine your life in a year. Safe, not death in gear. I climbed so many battles. I climbed so many mountains that Jesus could fear. VERSE 2 — Current Version Are we walking in line? Are we walking for the vine. As we swing from time to time. It's not another bar song, it's a cosmos star song. As we reach for the light. We grab it tight. Don't pass around. this flame goes out at night. Does it go out, or is it shaded by the shadow. But I'm sitting here in the meadows. Trying to figure out really where time goes. And you gotta flow. a different metro gnome. Now I'm on top of the building. I'm on top and in my zone. What do you know about this type of flow? I'm spiritually influenced by this message I sow. I'm not falling down, I've already fallen through that. Does it really turn around? Yes, I'm here to prove it, show you how. VERSE 3 — Current Version How we turn the world around. As we flip the switch on the whole ground. Again, like I said, we don't play around. All we do is play the sound. How do we get this music out? How do we get this music around town? Because this music is what makes my heart pound. Verse stays on the darknes