December

I’m drippin’ wisdom while I’m spillin’ all these secrets, Heart heavy, but the weight is what the beat reflects, Countin’ every blessing like it's currency in pieces, Pain in my verses, but the truth is what it respects. Late nights, I’m fightin’ shadows, demons in my mind, Pourin’ out confessions, every line is intertwined, Sippin’ on the essence of the moments I rewind, Let the tears fall, wash the doubts that I designed. Chillin’ in the silence, hear the echoes of my past, Every drop a lesson, but the happiness won’t last, Tryna find the balance, but these futures move so fast, In this lyrical confessional, I’m free at last. Runnin’ through the chaos, but the calm is where I dwell, Each bar a reflection, like a story I can tell, Blessings in the struggle, feel the weight, but I excel, Through the tears and the trials, I’m just breakin’ out my shell. Pain ignites in my brain, the shame can't remain, Thoughts heavy like chains, but I’m breaking the frame, In the booth, I’m spitting truth, never chasing the fame, Every line that I write, it’s a part of the game. Shadows lurk in the night, I’m just fighting the fight, Memories like a knife, cut deep, outta sight, Lost in the struggle, but I’m clutching the light, With the weight on my chest, I’m still taking flight. Heart cold like December, but my mind’s in the summer, Chillin’ with the real, cut the fake, I’m no runner, Echoes of the past, got me trapped in a slumber, But I rise with the dawn, hear the beat, I’m a thunder. Every word that I speak, it’s a piece of my soul, Pouring out on the track, let the truth take control, In a world full of pain, I’m just searching for hope, Spitting rhymes in this booth, it’s my way to cope. It's December, but I must remember the weight on my chest, Heartbreak's a lesson, got me stressin', but I won't second-guess. Day to day, I’m fightin' shadows, breakin' through the haze, With every sunrise, I rise, findin' strength in the blaze. Pain's a teacher, I’m learnin’ from the hurt that I felt, Brick by brick, I rebuild, no longer trapped in this pelt. Glimmers of hope in the dawn, like the frost on the grass, I’ll grasp every moment, let the darkness pass. Navigatin' through the storm, I’m the captain of my fate, With every heartbeat, I’m charting paths, no time to hesitate. Chillin' with memories, but I’m ready to let go, It's a cycle, I’ll cycle through the highs and the low. Each tear's a river, but I’m swimmin’ to the shore, With every wave, I’m braver, can’t be shaken to the core. So as December fades, I embrace what’s in store, It’s a journey of the heart, and I’m ready to explore. Navigating shadows, I’m breaking through the mist, Year without a test, but these doubts still persist, Filtering the chaos, clarity’s a rare gift, Instilling all my strength, watch the spirits uplift. Conversations with the mirror, wisdom in the glass, Every fear I faced, felt like a thunderous blast, But now I’m standing tall, no longer shackled by the past, Manifesting light, in this moment I’ll outlast. Divine reflections, my essence intertwined, Crafting every lesson, in the depths of my mind, Moving like a river, flowing free, I’m unconfined, Chasing after dreams, never leaving hope behind. Every tear I shed, watered seeds of my resolve, In the garden of my soul, watch the truth evolve, Got through the year, now my vision’s crystal clear, Instilling in me power, that’s my vibe, that’s my sphere.