Of course its a mysterious thing

yeah, it was such a cold night yeah, I didnt feel like I could do anything right... as I tame the shrew of the fight make it obvious I dont really like... you or the things you do... im a suffering fool cause I dont understand that... I could love again... no im sorry i thought this was it and she was all i needed... but I was... only 15 when you first set my eyes on fire.. the day when you crawled into the room... yeah I think I was tripping on mushrooms... you look so good.. like exactly what Ive been looking for all my life... yes it was you and me yes it was the two of us as free as be but you did not want to be seen with me why? because of my... insecurities and struggles inside.. see my momma just left me and thats when i met you... but I didnt understand what that really meant.. at the time I was to young to prevent... the depression i experienced... Oh no, oh no, here we go again. ive got my shoes and im walking towards you you tell me to wait but I say fuck that, its almost to late.