Little Ryan

Got to take a walk down memory lane with this one fellas, say hello to Little Ryan and wish me luck on Rap Fames Fever contest. Love all you guys who have shown support, I never thought I'd be able to reach so many great people with so much potential in the same craft that I'm in, which is great because you guys have me wanting to take it to the next level with every song. ya boy will try his best 🤷🏻🔥🔥🌡️🌡️ #bbf #boombapfocus #fever #sick #hard #realrap Lyrics: Our little Ryans was always so full of all those questions What's it like to carry stainless steel weapons ? What's it feel like to die and go to heaven, will I ever see my friends again I really miss them(x2) Attention D H D had made its entrance.. Parents stressing, time for intervention Doctor had sent him in to ask some questions Not a lot, but enough to give him meth in In our Western medicine- Giving kids amphetamines And I guess I am sentimental but I'm feeling like Maybe there is Another way Instead of giving kids pills To make em sit still While their feelings run away left with nothing But an addiction, consumption ; what we were given from doctors we trusted then we grow accustomed, cant function without it.. I'm waking up eyes crusty and tired I can't form a thought until the top of the bottle is off shake a couple of em out n washing em down from a faucet The days nausea’s from lack of an appetite Eyes so glassy theyll shatter Only matter of time I can't find my own drive when im deciding against buying drugs that im prescribed And when I'm off script My tendencies get toxic The cops getting called Every time I'm involved Tylenol doesn't work when your fighting the call Of fentanyl, Living lawless keeps making me fall Breaking me apart dog until my life is dissolved Our little Ryans was always so full of all those questions What's it like to carry stainless steel weapons ? What's it feel like to die and go to heaven, will I ever see my friends again I really miss them(x2) As I sit inside of the guidance counselors office I remember my caution to think n breathe before talking Because pops is gone , mommas off of the wagon And if I say to much now then be gone in a flash So don't ask! Last time y'all lent me a hand I ended up inside of a foster care was driven in vans Was reprimanded and now the life y'all have given me back Is worse than the one I had when Dad was beating my ass So think of that! Every time you scribble that pad There's Consequences For Mad Men deciding the Add-ition My path is it leading to crash The dashboard as it breaks in half face makes it a mask Like God damn Another baby laid in a grave And All the grave mistakes made Have Made an angel today So does it phase you? Taking away what makes him playful Go to somebody for help n CPS takes you What a flawed system No it's not a tall tale, it's nonfiction You dumb bitches, yeah Ive lived it Maybe a pill will go and fix it I doubt it, but y'all still hand me prescriptions Our little Ryans was always so full of all those questions What's it like to carry stainless steel weapons ? What's it feel like to die and go to heaven, will I ever see my friends again I really miss them(x2)