i m bleeding

i m bleeding... thinking about our love and how u treat me still I m bleeding drowning feeling like I m lost believe me girl I'm bleeding thoughts about you girl ain't easy y choose to decive me Heart full of scars, yeah, I’m bleeding deep, Thought it was love, but now I can’t sleep. You had me lost in a dream, now I’m wide awake, Lessons learned hard, but I’m still in the wake. Thought you were a blessing, but you turned to a curse, Drowning in emotions, baby, this pain’s getting worse. Feelings like a river, they flow and they crash, Used to be forever, now it’s all in the past. Confidence shaky, but I’m standing my ground, No more drowning in sorrow, I’m flipping the sound. Used to chase your affection, now I’m chasing my peace, Bleeding on these tracks, but my spirit won’t cease. You played your cards, now I'm dealing my fate, Heart of a man ain't no time to debate. Thought you were real, but you ghosted the scene, Now I’m stacking my chips, living out my regime. gotta meditate saying to myself should go or stay take a break or get me some of that pussy put that ass to bed. i m bleeding i know you don't see it i m gon show u one more time next time i m leaving